There are things that have to be forgotten if you want to go on living

 

Don’t know whether I liked this or not. Read the Jim Thompson book some 20 years ago, the movie doesn’t beat that for sure and otherwise too, it was a bit of a boring fucker to be honest. It was shockingly brutal couple of times and, sadly, strangely perhaps, those two times were the highlights. Never liked the lead actor Casey Affleck much, he mumbles, almost whispers, or whines, a lot - should get a voice coach or something.

And now I am God

  

 

Watched this today, a pretty good movie to start a day with, wasn’t earth-shattering an experience, but liked the concept of the film. Based on Craig Harrison’s novel and unravels the idea of being the sole living being on earth. I once toyed with the same idea myself, wrote the beginnings of a movie script of sort, it didn't came out anything of course.

2011

It's 1st of January, 2011. Far out. 

Didn't celebrate the new year. But still, I had a few glasses of whiskey, red wine and beer - and I played poker and won a few pennies in the end. If I think about it, it was a dull motherfucker, the whole night, I probably was too drunk to remember anything, but I had written down on a notepad that Reverend Bizarre's "For You Who Walk In The Land Of Shadows" and Robert Plant & The Great Sensation's "The Enchanter" are tunes of some serious caliber. 

2010

Nuthin’ else to do really, so I could just type up the favourites of mine of the year 2010. Don’t know about anything else but the music - read some books, didn’t finish some books, don’t know, might as well say that Stephen King’s “Under The Dome” was the most peculiar one of the lot, yes, that was truly a great read. The Ozzy Osbourne biography was entertaining enough to be mentioned, so there. It started out great, kinda lost its momentum somewhere along the line. I could say the same thing about the Turbonegro book, tho it was worse in writing, in style and, hell, in action. The latest Jeffery Deaver novel “The Burning Wire” was rather disappoing, I however read everything that guy writes. I’m now reading a Nick Cave novel, what’s it called, the Bunny book, I’m also leafing thru Mark Carwardine’s and Stephen Fry’s “Last Change To See”, their TV show with the same monicker was awesome and then some. I forgot, I also am reading Karl Marlantes’ “Matterhorn”, novel based on the Vietnam war, I’m somewhere in the 100 page mark and it’s alright, possibly too many characters to remember to my liking, but thumbs up anyway. Besides music, and books yes, what else is there to make mark of when years go by. I don’t talk about social relations, because it’s a bit of a bore to talk about any of that stuff and it’s not your fucking business anyway. Cats? Could talk about them because they are super funny little fuckers and the best there is, but nah. Movies then - ah, I don’t know, most of the new movies I saw this year were rubbish. As a matter of fact, I only saw 6 movies that were officially made in 2010 and two stand out, namely; The Ghost Writer (Polanski) and Shutter Island (Scorsese). Haven’t seen much, actually I have, but not enough of that brand new stuff, in cinemas stuff. I have watched over 200 movies this year, I have this computer program where I type up all the movies I see, so I just checked how many movies I've seen thus far this year, did a quick calculation in my head and got there somewhere in the 200 mark. The last movie I added was Pandorium, watched in today, it was alright, something like three stars worth, maybe two and a half, it wasn't that good to be honest. But music, it was, has been, a good year musically. Everyone else say otherwise, but you can let them suffer in their shitty little lives, they are stupid and they are wrong. You haven’t heard songs like Black Rebel Motorcycle Club’s “Beat The Devils Tattoo” or Black Magic Six’s “Doomsday Bound” or Neil Young’s “Hitchhiker” ever before, that’s a fucken fact. I really am meticulous when it comes to listening music these days, I take my time, I’m still on the process of listening to lots and lots of new stuff. For instance, Wino’s “Adrift” and Impaled Nazarene’s “Road To The Octagon” and Motörhead “The Wörld Is Yours”, even Immolation’s “Majesty And Decay”, I probably haven’t heard all them songs yet, but I can tell they are all bloody marvelous records man. If they are the best, the top 10 material, I don’t know, don’t care. It’s possible, pretty likely, the best one is Grinderman’s “Grinderman 2”, but anyway I’ll now make a list, the best of 2010 (music), down below, in disorder:
Interment - Into The Crypts Of Blasphemy
Robert Plant - Band Of Joy
Sweatmaster - Dig Up The Knife

Ghost - Opus Eponymous

Melechesh - The Epigenesis

Autopsy - The Tomb Within

Black Magic Six - Doomsday Bound

Motörhead - The Wörld Is Yours

Neil Young - Le Noise

Black Rebel Motorcycle Club - Beat The Devil's Tattoo

Burzum - Belus

Dundertåget - Dom Feta Åren Är Förbi

Isobel Campbell & Mark Lanegan - Hawk

Triptykon - Eparistera Daimones

Monster Magnet - Mastermind

Black Breath - Heavy Breathing

Darkthrone - Circle The Wagons

Cathedral - The Guessing Game

Impaled Nazarene - Road To The Octagon

Grinderman - Grinderman 2

Roky Erickson - True Love Cast Of All Evil

Immolation - Majesty And Decay

Viikate - Eräs Kaunis Päivä

Danko Jones - Below The Belt

Grand Magus - Hammer Of The North

Wino - Adrift
That's about it, still waiting to hear Watain's "Lawless Darkness", Disgrace's "Hammer & Nails" and Circle's Rautatie."

I am fast and I am back. Played poker. Lost. Drank red wine. Drunk. 

Nurnberg

It's 2009, somewhere there, haven't posted shit since ages (I guess). Don't fucken know how I got here back again, I think I googled something and there I was. But anyways, checked out some old texts and there were some comments and just for the fuck of it, read 'em through. Some guy from Nurnberg wanted me to delete his name from my "scene" -post, and I did, ok.

So there, you, guy from Nurnberg, you´re deleted. Take care.

update

A slight case of hangover, 'rying to figure out what's cookin'. Obviously nothing much.

Hey!

Might as well...
My favourite albums of the year 2007 (in alph. order) are as follows:

BLACK REBEL MOTORCYCLE CLUB - Baby 81
DARKTHRONE - F.O.A.D.
MY MIDNIGHT CREEPS - Histamin
BEASTS OF BOURBON - Little Animals
DEATH BREATH - Let It Stink
ENTOMBED - Serpent Saints
ELECTRIC WIZARD - Witchcult Today
GRINDERMAN - Grinderman
MONSTER MAGNET - 4-way Diablo
LOS PLANTRONICS - Rancho Notorious!
REVEREND BIZARRE - III: So Long Suckers
ROBERT PLANT/ALISON KRAUSS - Raising Sand
SAMAEL - Solar Soul
SWEATMASTER - Animal
THERION - Gothic Kabbalah
THUNDER EXPRESS - Republic Disgrace
TROUBLE BOUND GOSPEL - Trouble Bound Gospel
ULVER - Shadows Of´The Sun
WATAIN - Sworn To The Dark
WITCHCRAFT - The Alchemist

That's about it, some good stuff, fairly decent crap from Turbonegro, Deathchain, Candlemass and Disgrace with the compilation album of theirs. Thus far, I've failed to listen to Impaled Nazarene's "Manifest", I'm sure it's a fucken blast.

I'm back

Or then again, I am not.

News

New year no less, but no fucken posts for a long while, so let's sum some shit up for January and - what is it - yea, February now, okay.
Well, here's the deal:

[this part has been censored by the administrator]

and it was great.

The year 2005

There was some stuff worth a mention released last year, so I’ll wrap the shit up. It’s a highlight list, in perfect disorder. Got no time to paste any pictures and pen down any additional comments or additions for that matter. I’ll get to that probably later, or then I don’t. Meanwhile, just a simple little list of killer crap.

ALBUMS:
REVEREND BIZARRE: II - CRUSH THE INSECTS
IMPALED NAZARENE: DEATH COMES IN 26 CAREFULLY SELECTED PIECES
NICK CAVE & THE BAD SEEDS: B-SIDES & RARITIES
GRAND MAGUS: WOLF’S RETURN
TROUBLE BOUND GOSPEL “DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE”
ROBERT PLANT & THE GREAT SENSATION: MIGHTY REARRANGER
CATHEDRAL: THE GARDEN OF UNEARTHLY DELIGHTS
RICOCHETS: ISOLATION
THE BLACK LEAGUE: A PLACE CALLED BAD
MICK HARVEY: ONE MAN’S TREASURE
ROTTEN SOUND: EXIT
SENTENCED: THE FUNERAL ALBUM

MOVIES:
THE MACHINIST
THE DOOR IN THE FLOOR
SIN CITY

BOOKS:
ROB RYAN: NIGHT CROSSING
CHUCK PALAHNIUK: HAUNTED
GEORGE P. PELECANOS: DRAMA CITY

new year

It’s almost New Year’s Eve, some fuckers have been blowing up their rockets the whole evening (synchronize your fucking watches), and I can’t get to sleep early enough – where’s Unicum when you need it. Listening to a whole plethora of heavy fucking music as loud as you can get, drinking beer and wine, searching for oblivion, coma of some sort. Someone, please, sell me a life. Death would do, too.

Anyways, do well. People.

November 2005

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give a damn

Got a new apartment (fucken tripled my living space), got a job, got tons of free bloody booze, got laid and got no worries. I guess, people expect me to walk around all shining fucking happy, fling balloons in the air and make peace with the world. But no, not really, no.

September 2005

Not much posts in the past few days (probably weeks) because of moving and employment, and such crap, but, the hellfuck yeah, unlike so many others, some compilation albums fucken do not fail:










That fucking thing right there is a kick-ass w/ outstanding punk/hc/punk -cuts of bands like Driller Killer, Wolfpack, Disgust, Rockin' Dildos, Extreme Noise Terror, Disfear, etc.

And here's the rest what was cookin' in Seb.´05:

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Apologies for the fucked-up lay-out.

bushed

for the love of god

This is too fucking hilarious. (Courtesy of goldchrist);

(first off, the letter)

Yes, I do not approve of metal music

Comments--------------------
Dear Ms Agnus,
First I would like to commend you for your faith, and conviction. In today's God-less society, it is wonderful to see someone, such as you, stand up against the immoral decay that has plagued our great, christiannation.
I, too, am sick of the filth, violence, and sex which have somehow become part of everyday life.
Keep up the wonderful work, you are truely one of God's most blessed messengers.
I was wondering if you could help me.
My 16 year old son is a wonderful christian, but today's music is makingit hard for him to even listen to it. He recently told me about a band that one of his school friends told him about and I was nearly physically ill.
His friend showed him the website and he was so disgusted that he told me about it as soon as he came home.
He also told me he would no longer associate with this "friend" as it was evident that they did not believe in God, since he liked this sort of filth.
I told you he was a great kid.
The band is known as EZT which I believe stands for Eviscerated Zombie Tampon.
This vile disgusting band has the most blasphemous site and stage show ever.
The lead singer dresses up as our saviour, Jesus Christ and openingly mocks him. This singer has also similated the rape of a altarboy on stage, while dressed this way.
There is another band member who dressed up as the Pope and a third (female)who acted as if she was Terri Shaivo!.
They even have a CD out called F word Easter. I can't bring myself to repeat such filth.
Please tell everyone to ban this disgusting, sick group of sinners.
The website is:http://www.geocities.com/ezt_rules
Our children must be warned and protected.
Your friend in Christ,Cindy Mae Madison--------------------
Your Email Address: catharsiss322@yahoo.comYour Name: A concerned Christian Mother

(the answer to the letter)

Thanks you for the kind words Madam. See, what this concerned mother has done is bring to light the demonic poison known as "heavy metal" also known as "dark music" which was first created by Marilyn Manson for those of you unfamiliar with the blasphomous music. I looked into the page that mother directed me to and I couldn't help but feel my eyes water. I started crying. "Why could such disgusting filth even bother to exist?", I kept asking myself. It is so sad knowing bands like that are making millions of dollars everyday and being exposed on millions of television and radios worldwide. Why can't we have pro-Christian music get that much exposure? Instead we see this new Zombie Tampon metal band become big and damage our degenrate youth with harmful messages. When is the governemnt going to actually step in and monitor the damging music in our society? All these Marliyn Manson type bands make me sick. They make millions of dollars by spreading hate. The only people that deserve that much money are the churches so that we could get bigger churches to house more Chirstians. Has anyone else noticed how small churches are compared to shopping malls? Shopping malls that get rich from selling dark music are gigantic compared to the small churches. Where is the rationality behind that?
This whole world is nothing but degenerates now, not wanting to admit God is right about everything. How anyone could disagree with me on this is simply foolish. I simply want to do nothing more than folllow God and wish everybody else could do the same by trashing all that is Marilyn Manson inspired. As a service to you all in hopes of brining you closer to God, I have taken my degenerate nephew's CD collection away from him and I have made a huge list documenting each band he owned a Cd of, as a means to serve as a warning to other concerned mothers. I shuffled through the album art and knew right away none of these CD's promoted Christian values. I plan to dispose of these CD's soon. My sister is not fit to be a parent. If he were my child, none of these CD's would be his to begin with.

God Forbid (the name alone indicates a hatred for christianity)
Immolation (the name is disturbing)
Lord Gore (there is a picture of women pleasuring each other, this is beyond filth)
Venom (the devil's face is glorified on the cover)
Repulsion (the devil's face is also beign glorified on the cover)
Agalloch (I don't know what the name Agalloch so I would be surprised if it was a satanic verse)
Immortal (this seems to be another band that has Marilyn Manson, the name of the album is "Sons of Northren Darkness", is is sickening)
Mr. Bungle (the name is pornographic)
Frightmare (the Cd depicts a woman murdered by a satanist)
Between the Buried and Me (I do not like how the name disrespcts the dead)
Ghoul (the cover depicts three demons covered in blood, I threw this in my garbage instantly)
Children of Bodom (I assume Bodom is another name for Satan. Why not "Children of God?")
Nile (there was a picture of a snake, it is glorifying the serpent/devil that made Adam and Eve eat the apple that doomed the world)
As I lay Dying (the album cover depicts a vile demon and the name reflects our death obsessed society)
Slayer (I could not believe the blatant blasphemy the album cover had)
Impaled (the cover depicts a toilet with pooh, why is it that today's youth is worshipping feces instead of God?)
Mayhem (the logo of the band appears to have inverted crosses)
Carcass (see how the world is obsessed with death, no wonder Terri Schiavo was assassinated)
Death (all these Marilyn Manson influenced metal bands keep enjoing death and destruction)
Devourment (there is a dead nude man on the cover, it is homosexual necrophilic pornography at its worth)Dying Fetus (it is sad how our children today approve of abortion)
Aborted (another pro-death/abortion band)Morbid Angel (I was outraged by the name, this is pure blasphemy)
Iced Earth (Satan is being pornographic on the cover, it's sickening)
Rigor Mortis (more praise for dead bodies in our death-obsessed culture)
Blood Freak (all our children want to do these days is kill and make people bleed)
Necro (it depicts satan wearing a skull mask)Bloodbath (yet again, more blood and murder)
Exhumed (I'm getting sick and tired of death being praised)
Godflesh (the name is disgusting, God's flesh is sacred and should not be spoken about)

There are more but I think I've seen enough of my nephews filth collection. All those bands I mentioned should be banned. Want peace on earth? Then ban all those money-making satanic bands. It's that simple. But because this pornographic liberal world still insists on wanting America to be destroyed, these killing culture bands will yet again be on our TV's and radios promoting their hatred towards God's creations. Would you let someone step on a thumbtack if they were about to step on it? I know I wouldn't because it's a mistake. And that is why I feel we shuld guide people to our right side. some people accuse me of being close-minded, but I am merely correcting people that are obviously wrong. If you see soemthign wrong, correct it. These bands are not pro-God, so that is why banning is the only solution. How many more school shootings and innocent women starved to death do we have to see for our world to realize Marliyn Manson and all these other Marilyn Manson wannabes are causing such a ruckus in our world?


That was it (didn't bother to correct the numerous spelling mistakes), and I hope to fucking god the article is fake, either way all the good band names were forgotten to mention; Rotting Christ, Blasphemy, Impaled Nazarene, Christblood, Jesus Anal Penetration and, quite obviously, Satan.

The Nightcrawler

"I'm the absinth rider
the next-door tequila desperado
yet, from time to time, blow off steam
with veins full of speed yeah"

(from "Hold On To The Ride On")

August 2005

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Some crappy stuff like Be Cool, Attack On Precint 13, Hotel Rwanda and Maria Full Of Grace. Something decent like Hide And Seek and this Korean epic war flick Brotherhood Of War.

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